If... Only If....

If you really mean what you said to me
And you got to have me in your life
If I'm all you need, all you'll ever need
Starting with tonight

If you're ready now, if you have no doubt
And your love for me is something that you're
Really sure about
And you couldn't live without

If you're serious
If you wanna make it last
If you're serious
Then this is all I ask
Just believe in us
All we have to do is try
If you're serious
So am I

If you wanted this, like I wanted this
And you cannot wait any longer
And this means to you what it means to me
Oh, baby

Then I'm ready now and I have no doubt
My love for you is something that I am
Really sure about
And I couldn't live without

If you're serious
If you wanna make it last
If you're serious
Then this is all I ask
Believe in us
All we have to do is try
If you're serious
So am I

Still some nights I lie awake and wonder
How we're ever gonna make it
And I think a lot about how much it's gonna take
And I think about how much we had each day

If you're serious
If you wanna make it last
If you're serious
Then this is all I ask

Just believe in us
All we have to do is try
If you're serious, baby
So am I

Oh if you're serious
So am I

(If You're Serious by Riff)

Dia atau Bukan Dia?

Mengejutkan bahwa pikiran melakukan poligami ada di benaknya. Mestinya usaha poligami pertama gagal, krn ada yg nggak setuju. Tapi baru saja gue spt melihat petunjuk mengerikan. Bahwa akhirnya dia poligami juga. Ini semua memang masih spt puzzle, yg perlu disatukan kepingan2nya supaya jelas gambarnya.

Buat gue memang nggak penting karena secara hukum, tidak ada lagi ikatan di antara kita.

Gue hanya agak cemas kalau ternyata Aria punya banyak saudara tanpa dia ketahui.